Reflecting Transformational; hopeless despair into practical life affirming reality

I wonder who am I when my quest for my own sense of self has brought me to this moment of understanding the gestalt experience of this non performance of an expected action.

As I live in some kind of dream that I imagine would be more connected to the essence of who I am.

As an actress , singer, dancer I am held within the essence and energies of who I really am….my Soul in a natural exchange with others and back to me…giving and taking of large , steady consistent payments for services rendered etc.

As an Astrologer & Astrological Life Coach, I feel like a beggared charlatan with a bleak past, bleak future and barely, just barely holding on in this “trying to have hope, and hopefully getting it together to live to study, work and market myself kind of  cold stressful lonely brokered present. This has been going on for at least the past 15-20 years gone by now.

This must stop.

And it must stop here, now, today.   This very moment!

I affirm using this moment of despair, no money, troubles and a dirty apartment with too much laundry to do….as a moment of picking myself up by the bootstraps, dusting myself off and to start all over again.

Good girl! Good woman that I am! And quite grateful to be so!

All by myself?

Not liking that.

Seeking to change that!

Today I have 2 non paying sessions,(clients), one which require work….the other a sight read and talk.

I don’t want to be a beggared charlatan.

I want to find my way……

I shall work on my profile and work on my connections and my profile on LinkedIn and get to that Astrology Meetup on November 8th.

Get advertisements out!

Contact past clients.

Get Carole Simone her chart……

And become a prospering Astrologer & Astrological Life Coach.

A prospering and very ultra magnificent adept professional.

$$$$$$$

And there shall thus be acquired all the money and income that I need.

So be it!

And so must it be!

Published by pjlivingsolutions

From knowledge and understanding comes the clarity that supports the integration of Self and Soul. It is with insatiable curiosity that I wonder about so many aspects of being alive and fully present here on planet Earth. I love studying the phenomena of Volcanoes, Earthquakes, weather patterns, the oceans and the formation of mountains. All this along with the awareness of Outer Space. The worlds beyond our Earth. I am in unquenchable awe about our galaxy and the galactic phenomena that surrounds our galaxy. I mean, how did we get here?!?! The IS-ness of it all is quite mind-blowing to me. And then there is Astrology. Yes, astrology defined, “ is a pseudoscience that claims to divine information about human affairs and terrestrial events by studying the movements and relative positions of celestial objects.” Astrology nourishes our imagination. It connects us to the creative, non linear side of our brain. Our intuition and heart to our mind. The awareness that we vibrate through the electromagnetic elements contained in our own bodies along with the electromagnetic elements of the celestial bodies, aka the planets. It’s with intuitive psychic understanding as well as my studies in psychotherapy and the healing arts that I bring to astrology consultations. It is my deep desire to serve and help folks realize their full potential through the map of the soul, the astrology chart. It is from knowledge and understanding comes the clarity that supports the integration of self and soul. And that is a sexy way of being fully embodied, fulfilled and being alive at this magnificent moment in time.

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