Transcendent surrender towards stabilizing right livelihood and balancing.
When money and career choices to be dealt with seem to be knocked down by health issues that requires resources attained through money in order to restore balance and a consistent good healthy diet and exercise.
Plutonian energy seems to have intervened. In the form of panic, fears, hypersensitivity and angry flares triggered by Pluto’s instinctually flavored fight or flight syndrome. Looking like consistent unrelenting confrontations, crazy imbalances and irrationalities that seemingly wont let up.
I now comprehend, gratefully gestalt and understand how Pluto has been taking over my good intentions and sabotaging my desires,wishes, fulfillment’s and motivation for quite some time.
Transiting Pluto in Capricorn in my eighth house currently squaring my Natal Mars in Aries while 4 of my N-planets and MC, N in Aquarius have progressed into Aries occupying my 11th house. Actually a good placement for achieving goals. And at this time while in close enough orb though not yet in direct opposition to my natal Jupiter & Uranus in Cancer, in my 2nd house by degree, Pluto in Capricorn in my eighth is opposing it.
N-Jupiter and N-Uranus both in Cancer @ 24 degrees in the second house. My experience currently is that an inherent sense of grace is no longer within me as I have known it to be there. Rather I have a very strong and clear sense of having to rely completely on myself, my devices, resources and efforts to create the stability and income I need. Gratefully, the Tarot cards indicate that I do have the power, strength and determination to do so,
The other challenge is blocked up irregular digestion and the debilitating pain in my right arm and shoulder due to not having the supplements and foods I need that will enable me to manage it.
I need to be taking in more money, so I can be earning more money!
That is my current conundrum.
This is good info in how it supports allowing me to understand and see how and why this is such a challenging, frightening and difficult moment.
Hence, the guidance offered through the tarot and astute tarot reader is that I must be careful to not let the fear and panic get a hold of me. So as to keep on focusing on my Astrology business, looking into singing at open mic situations and to open up to a social life, perhaps creating some kind of collaboration.
Structuring my office/studio time to consistently write on my blog and work on charts and other marketing tools in order to get my Astrology practice going one step at a time.